holy shit its been awhile... hasnt it jen??? like a really really long time! lol that last entry isnt even close to you!!! that stuff down there is bullshit, and you better never be sad like that ever again! and if u are then ill go all the way down to corpus and make u feel better! so right now jenna rose is apparently in love with some lucky guy and it surely isnt me...  how sad. lol well i guess it went from   BAD  to  AWESOME huh jennifer!!! lol well im glad and im happy for you babe and i still love you no matter what remember that!!!! lol much love jenna rose

-Trev-

ok ok

updating.

im at the worst part of my life right now.or at least i think i am.

i dont even know where to begin.

so im just going to write

if you read this, then thats cool, if you dont, then thats cool too i guess.

ah.so, ive met this boy and hes taught me a lot of stuff about life and what not. but, hes changed me.in a bad way i think.

like, i used to be happy or at least act like i was happy.but now, it seems like im always FAKING A SMILE.like, im NEVER happy

ah and im in love with someone who doesnt like me or prolly doesnt even care about me at all.

ive cut my wrists more than once, ive lied and told people i only did it one time.

i make myself throw up after i eat.

ive attempted to kill myself numerous times.

i hate my life at the moment.

no one makes me happy.

in fact, talking to people makes things worst.

im bipolar, but i think i was born that way.

well, thats just the beginning.

ok, well i guess i should update more.but the only reason why i write in this is for trevor.and i thought he didnt read this stupid thing anymore, but i guess i was wrong.

well this week has had its ups and downs.saturday i went out with this boy that i really like and i thought he liked me but things didnt turn out so good.=(

owell, were friends and as of right now hes the only person that understands me.its really weird cause i should be mad at what he did to me, but im really not.cause hes not my boyfriend or anything of that matter,were just friends.who knows, maybe one day that will change.anyways, my mom thinks im pregnant cause ive been throwing up a lot.im not pregnant (i dont think) its just that i have an eaten disorder that ive only told to a few people, and now to the people that are reading this.and the only person that understands my condition is thomas.our lives are both FUCKED UP more than ever and we help each other.its really weird cause i feel like ive received a new friend in my life.and he was really unexpected.

i couldnt ask for anything more.tomorrow is thanksgiving and im VERY THANKFUL for all my friends in my life.they are the best and i couldnt ask for more.and im thankful for thomas being in my life and changing me.

thanks,

Jennifer Rose.

GLAMOROUS..
&ohsogangster.

he said "i <3 you"

&& she sneezed && said

"sorry im allergic to bullshit"